by normalguy
@ 28/12/2007 - 09:33:53
I have been trying to work out what it is that causes me such low moods so frequently.
There are of course many elements to the reasons behind it but I think, for today anyway, that loneliness is the reason.
When my wife is ill, whether she is mildly or more acutely unwell, I am on my own.
It is more than being alone though it is being separated from the love of my life. It is being torn away at a time when I am needing her support most, because of my caring role, even though that caring is for her.
Unfortunately, this loneliness, like her illness, is most of the time these days.
Now, hopefully, I have this insight, maybe I can find a way to deal with it more effectively. 
We shall see.
http://faffajane.blog.co.uk/
2007-12-28 @ 13:20